I like the idea of having gay sex. Sucking dick, getting fucked in the ass, fucking ass... I don’t feel this way all the time but when I do feel this way it makes for the best orgasms.
I don’t like Grindr because it feels too formal. Too organised and safe. What I’d prefer is doing it the old school way. Glory holes and cruising. Things that feel more dark and shady.
I always seem to chicken out though. Usually at the last moment. I’ll go to an adult world and be too scared to enter the back rooms. Then go home and rub one off reading peoples post on this site and sites like ads Africa and locanto. Some of those posts really turn me on. More than any visual stimulation. Gay porn doesn’t really do it for me. I’ll start out in the gay section but get sucked into the straight videos and suddenly I feel straight again.
Anyone in the same boat? Or am I the only weirdo?
